lost in time

I know I havent posted in a while.
like I'm a ghost lost in time
but I have thought about you
my sole is all mine.
all the stuff you put me through
I realize who I am now
all the tears I wept for you
I don't need you now.
i found my faith
and it makes it impossible
for me to fall away again
but lets just hope I don't loose it again.
I'll close my eyes,
I'm lost in time
I'll always end my days alone
in a cold bed alone.
love is only a breath away.
lost my mind today.
I need my big brother.
lord I need my big brother.
he helps me feel less hated.
my religon my faith
my father hates
I am lost at my words.
maybe it's subconsius
but I'm crying inside
because he doesn't listen to me at all
lord let me find peace,
a place where I am not hated for what I am.
I'll close my eyes,
I'm a ghost lost in time.