Trapped Inside Christmas by SomethinGrimm, literature
Literature
Trapped Inside Christmas
People laughing and playing.
smiles around.
Christmas
a time spent with family
now for toys and sound
gifts are not supposed to cost a thing.
When presences are all it should bring
when everyone around you
lost the meaning of Christmas
within toys and new stockings.
But the years when I felt attached
meant the world.
The magic,
The shoes filled with chocolate gold.
The kisses on the stairs.
When I told my mom all I wanted was a notebook
and thousands were shared.
Her little writer is hidden
behind poems.
Crying to remember laughter
but memories is all she lives off of now.
I used to act so innocent
so kind and naive
but that girl got
lock it away.
all the voices in your head
telling you to lay in bed.
what they say isn't always right,
nothing will come for me tonight.
what they spew is lies
only meant for my eyes.
forcing me to say and do
things never meant for you.
your love rings true.
like a bell
i promise not to sell.
but they keep telling me
that your lies are hidden behind my key.
that you got to show your love.
only meant for me.
Past
something we all
eventually
try and avoid.
There are things
That we lock away.
Things we avoid.
Things we want to forget.
Yet you are there.
Part of my past
just sitting there
in your tree of messy hair.
Lost in blue eyes
of a summer gone so fast.
Yet over a thousand miles
you lay in rest.
Thoughts of me
never to come.
I was your fling of the past,
and there for you
I'll remain.
How to tell you
what happened.
We fell.
Like jack and Jill
we went up that hill.
We never found
that pale of water.
Our hearts forever
wonder.
Dancing a fight
that none could win.
Exhausted every night
hoarse voices caught in the wind.
One second you'd tell me you loved me.
One second you'd tell me you'd leave me.
Who thought it would have been me
to leave you.
Who would have thought
I left you because
I love you.
I didn't want you to chase
a dream made with me.
Your 'dream' girl.
Well now I'm a memory.
Drifting in the wind,
my name spoken on sailing ships.
Lost in the light of the light house.
Only to live on shore
singing t
somedays,
i don't fit in
i watch my family talk
i know, i am not here
i may be sitting in the room
but i am not there
i may put my words in
and my mouth may move
but the acknowledgment of my existence
is empty.
i listen to them talk about my mother
i listen to them say everything,
but is that because i didn't belong.
or is it because i am lost.
lost, wandering among words
words, from the past
words, to the future.
things that wont let me bury this hatchet
still i can't breath on a normal rate
nothing can make me
leach on to the world around me
nothing can make me
belong to somewhere i'm not
eventually
i will be in a world
where my be
A house that stands no more by SomethinGrimm, literature
Literature
A house that stands no more
Here I stand;
Rubble in the ground now
No more Green floor planks along the kitchen floor
No more Standing on the grate to get warm
No more Red curtain blocking the sun
No more Smokey haze filling the dark room
The weekends never seeming to end
Along the road around the bend
A chimney never seen again
A home to many
Now houses none
A sister, mother, stepfather, and me
Lost on our loss
If I close my eyes I can see it all
Just like I was there again
The teal kitchen
My mother standing at the sink
Angel laying down with Isabella on the couch
Star and Spike greeting me
Star hopeful for Roxi
the tree of depression by SomethinGrimm, literature
Literature
the tree of depression
Some of us get lost.
some of us feel numb.
some of us follow the grain to just fit in
afraid to be a knot in the wood.
All working to become a branch and even maybe a leaf.
but some of us can't feel that
some of us don't feel like we can continue.
that we are stuck
and some just
end.
Don't try and break me by SomethinGrimm, literature
Literature
Don't try and break me
pain is everywhere you look just have to close your eyes and feel it.
sometimes it is waiting for you when you turn around,
sometimes it takes it's time and attacks you when you are already down.
and just when you least expect it,
it goes away.
all the feelings you felt
and all the eyes you left closed to hold back the tears,
everything you have ever felt
it just goes away.
when i look at you i see a friend,
when i look away i feel the pain knowing your only a friend
and when i reopen my eyes i forget it and move on.
no one is worth
another tear on that pillow,
another misspelled mistake,
another heart to break.
so don't try and tell m
How you think of me now by SomethinGrimm, literature
Literature
How you think of me now
The name that I shall not mention.
the heart which has been sealed off.
the broken bond that i tore apart.
the last light we let burn out.
the thought of you is only enough,.
where i can move on I know you cannot.
because I know i have that effect on people.
i know you are lost in your own interpretation of my world.
where i am horrible and cruel.
but know this not but last if but now.
you and i are all but part of the same current
not my fault i wanted to jump out of the sea.
To which i cannot say.
I count the days.
to when you make your choice
to when i have to stop waiting.
to when this hell will end
and when will that be
i couldn't say.
this love is all lock and key.
i can't be in love with you.
i told myself i can't love you.
and now here i am wishing you were here beside me
holding me and telling me
how much you love me
how much you care.
and i wish I could just help you.
that i could tell you how much you mean to me.
but the words get lost before they come.
you befuddle me/
and then the glimpse you see
is my shell.
the girl on the outside/
the one without love.
the one who can't admit her love.
the one
Trapped Inside Christmas by SomethinGrimm, literature
Literature
Trapped Inside Christmas
People laughing and playing.
smiles around.
Christmas
a time spent with family
now for toys and sound
gifts are not supposed to cost a thing.
When presences are all it should bring
when everyone around you
lost the meaning of Christmas
within toys and new stockings.
But the years when I felt attached
meant the world.
The magic,
The shoes filled with chocolate gold.
The kisses on the stairs.
When I told my mom all I wanted was a notebook
and thousands were shared.
Her little writer is hidden
behind poems.
Crying to remember laughter
but memories is all she lives off of now.
I used to act so innocent
so kind and naive
but that girl got
lock it away.
all the voices in your head
telling you to lay in bed.
what they say isn't always right,
nothing will come for me tonight.
what they spew is lies
only meant for my eyes.
forcing me to say and do
things never meant for you.
your love rings true.
like a bell
i promise not to sell.
but they keep telling me
that your lies are hidden behind my key.
that you got to show your love.
only meant for me.
Past
something we all
eventually
try and avoid.
There are things
That we lock away.
Things we avoid.
Things we want to forget.
Yet you are there.
Part of my past
just sitting there
in your tree of messy hair.
Lost in blue eyes
of a summer gone so fast.
Yet over a thousand miles
you lay in rest.
Thoughts of me
never to come.
I was your fling of the past,
and there for you
I'll remain.
How to tell you
what happened.
We fell.
Like jack and Jill
we went up that hill.
We never found
that pale of water.
Our hearts forever
wonder.
Dancing a fight
that none could win.
Exhausted every night
hoarse voices caught in the wind.
One second you'd tell me you loved me.
One second you'd tell me you'd leave me.
Who thought it would have been me
to leave you.
Who would have thought
I left you because
I love you.
I didn't want you to chase
a dream made with me.
Your 'dream' girl.
Well now I'm a memory.
Drifting in the wind,
my name spoken on sailing ships.
Lost in the light of the light house.
Only to live on shore
singing t
somedays,
i don't fit in
i watch my family talk
i know, i am not here
i may be sitting in the room
but i am not there
i may put my words in
and my mouth may move
but the acknowledgment of my existence
is empty.
i listen to them talk about my mother
i listen to them say everything,
but is that because i didn't belong.
or is it because i am lost.
lost, wandering among words
words, from the past
words, to the future.
things that wont let me bury this hatchet
still i can't breath on a normal rate
nothing can make me
leach on to the world around me
nothing can make me
belong to somewhere i'm not
eventually
i will be in a world
where my be
A house that stands no more by SomethinGrimm, literature
Literature
A house that stands no more
Here I stand;
Rubble in the ground now
No more Green floor planks along the kitchen floor
No more Standing on the grate to get warm
No more Red curtain blocking the sun
No more Smokey haze filling the dark room
The weekends never seeming to end
Along the road around the bend
A chimney never seen again
A home to many
Now houses none
A sister, mother, stepfather, and me
Lost on our loss
If I close my eyes I can see it all
Just like I was there again
The teal kitchen
My mother standing at the sink
Angel laying down with Isabella on the couch
Star and Spike greeting me
Star hopeful for Roxi
the tree of depression by SomethinGrimm, literature
Literature
the tree of depression
Some of us get lost.
some of us feel numb.
some of us follow the grain to just fit in
afraid to be a knot in the wood.
All working to become a branch and even maybe a leaf.
but some of us can't feel that
some of us don't feel like we can continue.
that we are stuck
and some just
end.
Don't try and break me by SomethinGrimm, literature
Literature
Don't try and break me
pain is everywhere you look just have to close your eyes and feel it.
sometimes it is waiting for you when you turn around,
sometimes it takes it's time and attacks you when you are already down.
and just when you least expect it,
it goes away.
all the feelings you felt
and all the eyes you left closed to hold back the tears,
everything you have ever felt
it just goes away.
when i look at you i see a friend,
when i look away i feel the pain knowing your only a friend
and when i reopen my eyes i forget it and move on.
no one is worth
another tear on that pillow,
another misspelled mistake,
another heart to break.
so don't try and tell m
How you think of me now by SomethinGrimm, literature
Literature
How you think of me now
The name that I shall not mention.
the heart which has been sealed off.
the broken bond that i tore apart.
the last light we let burn out.
the thought of you is only enough,.
where i can move on I know you cannot.
because I know i have that effect on people.
i know you are lost in your own interpretation of my world.
where i am horrible and cruel.
but know this not but last if but now.
you and i are all but part of the same current
not my fault i wanted to jump out of the sea.
To which i cannot say.
I count the days.
to when you make your choice
to when i have to stop waiting.
to when this hell will end
and when will that be
i couldn't say.
this love is all lock and key.
i can't be in love with you.
i told myself i can't love you.
and now here i am wishing you were here beside me
holding me and telling me
how much you love me
how much you care.
and i wish I could just help you.
that i could tell you how much you mean to me.
but the words get lost before they come.
you befuddle me/
and then the glimpse you see
is my shell.
the girl on the outside/
the one without love.
the one who can't admit her love.
the one
A house that stands no more by SomethinGrimm, literature
Literature
A house that stands no more
Here I stand;
Rubble in the ground now
No more Green floor planks along the kitchen floor
No more Standing on the grate to get warm
No more Red curtain blocking the sun
No more Smokey haze filling the dark room
The weekends never seeming to end
Along the road around the bend
A chimney never seen again
A home to many
Now houses none
A sister, mother, stepfather, and me
Lost on our loss
If I close my eyes I can see it all
Just like I was there again
The teal kitchen
My mother standing at the sink
Angel laying down with Isabella on the couch
Star and Spike greeting me
Star hopeful for Roxi
"I'm late
I'm late
for a vary important date,
no time to say hello goodbye
I'm late
I'm late
I'm late"
yet to pass the Cheshire Cat
and near to come the Mad March Hare
yet still to come the Red Queen of Hearts
alas her soldiers have already come
the flowers not red but white instead
"off with her head!" she shouted when she finally noticed
that I was taller than all the rest.
But then I did wake only to take
in that I was sleeping on my sisters lap again.
"If you think we're wax-works you ought to pay,you know.Wax-works weren't made to be looked at for nothing, nohow."
"Contrariwise, if you think we're alive you ought to spe
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